hUgGIeZ wHurLd

2009-05-16T22:29:00.001+08:00

and here is how our story ends..

bidding goodbye and wishing good luck..

only memories remain..

thank you..

2009-05-05T21:50:00.007+08:00

i had yet another beautiful wkend with the loved ones... ohh i so love pre n post burfday celebration! n tiz time... it was totally a surprise!

oh this is my fav read fer now..khekehehk..

and you can see how surprised i was with the surprise..hurhur!thanks to you miss effy...you will get it from me! n to those who co operated with her also ok!

the people who made my day!

2009-04-27T21:01:00.003+08:00

my hartful thanks to the people who made my sunday a great day~!

2009-04-15T20:27:00.003+08:00

my energy is low..i drag myself each day to face it.. damn i hate it.. wen can i be a taitai?? Mr. I? wen harr?

ive been observing him wen he reads d paper..diff expressions..from the frown to the pout...i hart u Mr I even wen u cnt make me a full pledged taitai!

2009-04-11T23:51:00.002+08:00

my holiday was tiring but fun! we had a spree at jb city sq.. the checkpoint was packed with people...freakingly packed! n we were so tired standing all the way in the bus.. but still i had fun wit dem!! n my mum rilli like tiz effa.. chet .. bcoz she noes hw to layan makcik2 unlike me! hahaha!!

2009-04-04T04:43:00.003+08:00

shit. its almost 5 and im wide awake like an owl. im freakin worried about sumtink. im in dead shit. lets hope sumone's der to help me. so much fer resting on a sat! i even called d bf but well i dun blame him. who stays awake at this hour unless they're on nite shift or clubbin or hangin ard wit frens at the 24hr coffeeshop.

and i burst yesterday. for the first time in my working life. duble shit.

im sorry bf. fer the 'shits'. i cant help typing it.

april is such a boooo!!

2009-03-29T19:33:00.002+08:00

i hate sundays .. i wish i could be wit effa in kl... damn shes havin fun shoppin and enjoying in kl! she deserve it tho... balik ah fa..im damn bored siol!

this is totally belated ... haha.. it's his 22nd.. oh i wish i am 22 now!

clapping to his burfday song..silly

and my PB? i din spent much on me...more on others.. well..i feel better that way .. :)

2009-03-17T21:40:00.002+08:00

we had a lil excursion today.. boarding buses of diff numbers..n havin food of diff 'genre' which upsets the bf's tummy n which made our fingers ... uhuks... finger smellin 'GOOD' ... hwahwahwahwahhh...

2009-03-09T22:23:00.005+08:00

we were here yesterday..

it was humid..i was sweating.. but it was fun.. we had fun yakkety yak over iced chocky and tea latte..

she was bz searching for sites fer her project.. while i was bz clicking the cammy away..

i love this...sexayy!!

n she bought me this!! i so in lov wit it... thanx fafa!!

n den later... we met up at ttsh to visit atok..

2009-03-04T20:43:00.004+08:00

ive been asking myself this recently- where haf i channelled my energies to?

and i couldnt get the answer. because i simply dun noe.

i used to be able to go out and meet up wit the girlfrens on wkdays and even wkends.. despite it being a sunday nite.. but now if u were to ask me out, please anticipate a 'no'... because i mite reply jus that..

and i used to yakkety yak on the fone for countless of hours per day.. even in the wee hours of the morning.. but now.. haizz.. i cant even bring myself to stay awake at 1 in the morning ...

my girlfriends thought ive 'dissolved' ... that is a totally nuh-uh... if i do, i will always 'precipitate' hokay.. and one even said 'nab kalau dah der bf tak ingat kawan'... hello wello my dear ... that is another nuh-uh... i lov all my gfs! without you people .. how am i to face with the ups and downs?

i used to tink my mum is juz giving reasons of refusing to go out on sundays...and that includes duku ... well ive found the answer.. because ive joined the club .. u just dun wana waste ur precious sunday and energy gg out and back at nite feeling lethargic on monday..but lately, i dun quite like it spending sundays at home.. i feel like i wana spend it outside with other people...i noe this is just a phase..haha..

despite evritink. i admire duku ... i duno where she get her energies and determination from ... she hafto juggle with her work,sch,sidelines,fam and uhmm bf lar hor (as discreet as possible!)..

speaking of determination ... mine is 'thinning' .. almost none... well i wish i cld have my pay fortnightly... that will at least keep my worries away when the end of month is nearing..

ps: haf u started e-filing your tax return? do so if uve not!

2009-02-27T19:31:00.002+08:00

i am happy.

i am happy wen i know ive been loved.

fetched me despite the rain. by surprise. east to west. 2 days consecutively. mode of transport: public

really. i am happy.

thank you!

2009-02-21T21:58:00.002+08:00

i had fun. wit d bf.

we did a lil bit of shoppin.. yeah .. lil bit... it was me who wanted to shop .. but then.. it was d other way round.. d bf shopped more than i did.. he got his berms, his jeans and his have-to-get-that-pedro shoes..

n me? he bought me a skirt and a pair of sandal..teehee..thx hor bf!

we pray that ure goina get that u-noe-wat ok.. then u can buy more stuff frm british india for me..kekekhekhe...

we agreed that mustafa is no longer the-place-we-should-go-again...inc the mamak shop..

n i hope my kurung turns out well.. time to get that machine!

2009-01-27T15:17:00.028+08:00

n my holidays were spent like this:

can u see the ting senget seblah? tsk tsk .. kucing gemok kena kuruskan badan!

girls in green..

boys in blue..

to effa, i hope u like it despite the rain~!

n this, i noe its been 7 years since.. so nex tyme..jgn eksen claim its kacang goreng! but i giv u credits lah hor.. my skaterboy! kehekhkehkeh!!

n den came his fren who saw n heard him skate..

n den came his brother who saw them skate..reliving the past ah tu..hahah..

off we go to pasir ris to zaheed's pit..

n im bein forced to put up tiz pic. seriously.im not a wanabe..hahahah!!

2009-01-21T20:50:00.009+08:00

i should haf put tiz up yesterday but i did not...

well, this is for sumone who has grown up wit me since we were kids..n yesterday was her special day as she turned 24... 24!! like ive mentioned... it seems like it was yesterday when i wished 'happy burfday'.. n now im wishing her again! how time flies!!

well gf, ure 24 already! dah naik satu angka kak! but its ok ... age does not matter ... like the quote from abraham lincoln, ' And in the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years'.

I hope ur wishes will cum true gf! insyallah.. nanti dah merantau2 di negara org jgn lupa bwk aku tau! kehkehhe~~!!

Happy Burfday Effa!!

2009-01-16T22:16:00.003+08:00

i hope november is goina b the last time im ever seeing the doc again. i hate waitin time. i hate to sit fer an hr plus juz to hear a 10mins or lesser briefing of wats happening to my blood..

as long as he says that my ferritin count is stable, im outta der! n so wat shld i do nw? obviously i hafta swallow those iron tablets religiously until the day of the blood test. n its goina b in nov. do u tink i can do it? takin iron tablets fer the next 10 mths evryday? or shld i say fer the rest of my life? past records showed that im not takin these whole ting seriously. n each time i went back to him, the results fluctuates. hurhur.

i hope i can! because seriously all these waitin time bores me! but fcoz havin an appointment with the doc gives me a chance to take leave from work! khekekekhe!!

ok baybeh. i hafto start buyin those iron tablets already. before the counts start to drop n my bone marrow has only half the amount!

2009-01-04T20:41:00.022+08:00

we didnt go fishin today...but its ok...we went sumwhr else where we couldnt stop takin pics of ourselves...i lov the place.. its the chinese/japanese garden..

n its confirmed that we will come back ... im 101% sure! especially for the Live Turtle Museum...this time im not gona giv it a miss...ok mr.ego?

2009-01-02T20:31:00.002+08:00

first day of school..i hate it now that sch has started..urghh..the train is now packed wit em students...

its saturday tomoro...n sunday the day after...are we still gg fishin mr. ego? can we feed the turtles too? ;)

2009-01-01T00:29:00.022+08:00

we were at ecp juz now ... intention was to wait till 12 am .. but we decided that its best that i reach home b4 12... hahah ...

the lov that grows each day..

btw. sorri duku..had to cancel our date..sorry horrr...;)

2008-12-29T21:07:00.005+08:00

its already the new year for us..and while i was sittin in d train, i did a reflection on the year that has juz bade us goodbye..

the toughest year so far to endure..the most painful among the years ive had..it really wasnt easy trying to be strong fer urself and at the same time being strong for others...it was depressing..

at that point u felt that u've lost evritink that u cherished..but im grateful for the beautiful people in my life..i haf my gfs..duku who has always been the one giving me encouragement..advising me n kept me away from the loneliness...i haf my effa..who no matter what still tried to haf time fer me despite her own problems to handle..d one who took me away fer a getaway ;)...n i haf my chemong..who called me evryday to check on me..who was der to listen to my rants..n then there was mr.ego..who now take over the duties of my darlink gfs..;) ... n most important of all, i thank Allah for giving me the strength to overcome it..

i accept the tests that God has put me through..because every trials that Allah has put us through, there will always be a reward..

and i wana be strong fer her..i noe i dun haf the characteristics to b proud of by others but im gona do it within my own ability..n insyallah we will be fine standing on our feet..

n to the men who had made d decision to walk out of my life, i thank you fer d happiness n d sadness that uve showered..ur presence is no longer missed..

happy new year to all muslims.. ;)

2008-12-28T00:06:00.004+08:00

we fed the turtles..7 of em..i so lov turtles!n mr.ego had fun feedin the fishes too ryte? he did a great job attracting the turtles wit his special power..hah!

can we go again mr.ego?

2008-12-27T00:04:00.002+08:00

the painkiller is takin effect.the body is no longer aching but the eyes.the eyes baybeh! i cnt take it. its causing drowsiness.i nid ta sleep!

oohh im goin fer the registration tomoro.hur!

2008-12-24T17:25:00.009+08:00

wokies..here it is..since ive forgotten to update abt atok's burfday.. i shall update it nw! well like i will always say...

it was love with the fam! thk u tok fer the treat!

2008-12-23T13:12:00.016+08:00

its his birthday today! happy birthday mr.ego!!

since his burfay falls on a weekday, i decided to cbrate it with him in advance..

we had our lunch at eatzi steakhouse..

he was ravenous n he couldnt wait as he saw the food being served one by one ... but i made him open his prezzies first..hahah... his many expressions while reading the card n opening em presents~~

in the end, i was d one who hafto carry d belen2~ hehe...

as long as he is happy, im happy~!

n den we went to city plaza to mit up wit his fam..his mum gave us a treat on that day..hoohoo~!

happy birthday!!! ;)

ohh yah..i forgot to post pics of us at stulang cbrating atok's burfday!hahah... will post up soon!!

and and!! i realised that i forgot to say my many many thankz to my deary girlfrenz who had accompanied me to buy mr.ego's birthday stuff ... thank you to deary effa! deary duku! deary chemong! and deary yani!!

i love you girls!!

2008-12-18T23:03:00.005+08:00

mr ego will be sent to batam..looks like he hafta spend his burfday der..n im gona b bored fer a whole week... urrgghhh!!

2008-12-16T19:47:00.001+08:00

im bringing these to work in the hope that i wun feel hungry tomoro.. fter all..a hungry man is an angry man~

urrghh.. but i noe i'll still b angry!!

2008-12-10T23:32:00.004+08:00

you can see how free i am this whole week.. no doubt im bored but i rilli dun want the week to end! i dun wana go back to worrrkkkk...~~~

anyways.. got this frm an email...i havent been checkin my hotmail in donkey years...ive read tis sumwhr..tapi di mana ya? but apa2 pun...

Find a guy .. who calls you beautiful instead of hot.

Who calls you back when you hang up on him. - But then kan..if he calls back only to scold me fer wat! might as well takyah call balik kan kan?

Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who ... kisses
your forehead.- yah as long as he doesnt wake me up..

Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats. - But i dun tink i will b proud in my sweats..

Who holds your hand in front of his friends. then behind his friends let go ke?

Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he
is to have you.- constant pun boring jugak kan..macam fake gituk..

Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '- then who else!

2008-12-10T12:27:00.002+08:00

Tagged by Lyla Duku.

A. People who have been tagged must write their answers in their blog.
B. Tag one best friend to do this quiz. Those that are tagged cannot refuse.
C. Continue this game by tagging your bestfriend.

hmmm...dearest effa is no longer blogging...so cuzzinz, pls sambungkan ini game kalau korang rajin eh...go Sunkists!
1. Cuzzy Rozi, Cuzzy Dee,Cuzzy Wani, Cuzzy Aishah

START!
1. What have you been doing recently?
` Chatting with 2 friends of mine... duku n mr zyratul..

2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
` Nope ... i dun

3. What happened at 10am today?
` Watchin TV.. yeah baybeh..im on leave n im bored~

4. When did you last cry?
` Yesterday..hahhaa

5. Believe in fate/destiny?
` Yes I sure do..

6. What do you want in your life now?
` Happiness..Ease of mind..Money..Love..World Peace!

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
` I carry umbrella.

8. What's your favourite thing to do on the bed?
` I love to read on my bed..eat my chips too..haha..n fcoz..sleep!

9. What bottoms are you wearing now?
` My brown capri.

10. What's the nicest things in your inbox?
` Which? email? hp? msges..loads of em..

11. Do you tend to make the relationship complicated?
` What kind? With Mr Ego? Nah...Im happy n i hate complications~

12. Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
` Nope..

13. What was the last movie you caught?
` Sepi..Best!

14. What are you proud of?
` Haha..! seriously i duno..

15. What does the oldest text msg in your inbox say?
` Hmm..Its from DUKU! Here goes..hahaha!!
-Lagu special sblm tido.
Hayatilah..

Menjeling2 ku ditendang..
Lagi ckit nak masuk longkang..
Terkenang2 dirimu sorang..
Daku ucapkan selamat malam..

Mepek kan!!hahah...dats d msg frm DUKU!

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
` Perjalanan-M Nasir & Al Jawahir.. maklumlah..kan baru bes raya~

17. Do you have any nicknames ?
` Yes.

18. What does the newest text say?
` - Asal dgn hp kau?

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
` 1 am i tink..

20. Are you currently happy?
` Yes.

21. Who gives you the best advise?
` I duno..depends..its always frm the people i love..;)

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
` I hate whipped cream!

23. Who did you talk on the phone last night?
` Mr Ego..!

24. Is something bugging you now?
` Not really.

25. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
` Mr Ego!

2008-12-09T00:43:00.004+08:00

my aidiladha with the family~ love!

the blues..

& the blacks..

2008-12-07T19:45:00.010+08:00

our saturday at the ecp...

2008-12-02T18:37:00.007+08:00

my weekend was a tiring but a lovely one...except fer sunday after 1700 wen sumbody called me n he spoiled the remaining hours of my wkend...

remember the 3 choices that i have fer wkend? i was in a dilemma on which of the activity must i go to.. turned out the 3rd and the last option was cancelled ... n what's left was the 2 options... to accompany mr ego or to meet up wit my fam..

i managed to do both! haha.. i was so happy lah kan... hahah..

i woke up at 0600 on sat..at that point i was realli contemplating whether to apologise to mr ego that i rilli cant wake up n i wana go back to slp .. or juz force myself up n haf my shower.. in the end, i made the decision to meet him at eunos mrt as planned n we headed to CDC...

its worth the early morning wake i tell u.. becoz he passed his TP~! alhamdulillah..

n so after settling his stuff there, we went to the national museum coz thats where our family is having the outing.. hehe.. it was crazy! n it was fun!

then while the rest of them headed to the checkpoint to my aunt's place at jb, mr ego and i decided to have sup tulang at his place..wit his bro n SIL..that was d idea actualli.. but in d end, all the tulang went to nobody.. but mr ego..chet!

2008-11-29T00:32:00.004+08:00

ive been craving for this kueh... i asked mr ego n my mum to buy it fer me if they happened to find one ...

but they couldnt...

n den last sat.. sumone went to jb with her mr badak ... n so ... i asked her to buy if she could find it...

n she did!

thk u so much duku!! dah tak ngidam lagi daaahhh~~
teeheeeee~~~~

yeap yeap... ive been craving fer these actually... ;)

2008-11-25T22:57:00.005+08:00

i have 3 choices...activities fer me to choose on a saturday morning...

1) to accompany Mr Big Boss and give him moral support on his big day.. chey chey!
2) to go out with the fam n meet up wit my deary cuzzins, uncles and aunts at the museum..
3) to have bfast with the ladies at KFC

how!? how now brown cow!!?

2008-11-22T10:39:00.002+08:00

cheeky little cuzzin..

2008-11-09T12:49:00.002+08:00

we had popeyes at T1 ystrday..dey laffed at me fer buying 2 pc chicken wing...dey say merugikan...kkehekh...sukati kitalah! chet~

but b4 dat .. me n duku lela went to amk hub.. we busied ourselves wit the little post cards fer d bf ...

wen d 2 dukus n 1 mangosteen left, we went to candy empire at T3...khekhe... i craved fer chockies~ oh yah duku .. ive yet to buy you choki choki..khehe..

jadi? kapan mau ke australi??

2008-10-26T22:52:00.003+08:00

we were at starbucks civic ctr juz nw .... accompanied duku do her project ... well u can see d diff ... one is so relaxed n free .. while the other is so tensed n serious.. hahaha... takpa duku .. lepas exam leh hooray2~!

we shall go karaoke n sing our harts out wokiez..kekhehekh...

2008-10-16T18:32:00.002+08:00

i dun noe bt u..somtimes i recv messages frm foreigners in Tagged.. n i recvd one today .. n tis was wot he sent:

do you get out with me?
do you live with my in life?
your msn? yahoo?

wot talkin you lah seh!!

2008-10-11T23:19:00.002+08:00

we did a mini shopping juz nw..unlike him, i cldnt bring myself to look at those dresses n skirts..its tempting daaa~ n den we headed to T3 fer our dinner at popeyes...;)

escalator edition~

eh eh .. u noe wat..?

remember the vote on most compatible cuple? mebe we shld add one more.. which is...

cuple #5 - wakakakaka~!

2008-10-10T18:20:00.005+08:00

finally! finally its friday .... ohh gosh.. ive been sittin in d office fer a wk n i rilli cant stand d boredom..but that doesnt mean i miss d lab... i dread gg back becoz theres another prac exam cumin up n im so gona b bz... n i dread the 24th too becoz i hafto folloe em to the field trip ... n i noe i hafto b incharge of em loggers...urrgghh...

well...that aside...

juz recvd these frm cuzzy rozi..haha..

n on wed, we cuzzinz invaded our cuzzy's place-kak imah since its d raya season...it was gerek~!

oh there were loads of cuple in d house u noe...chet!

take a vote.. which cuple do u find compatible most? hahahah!!

presenting...

cuple #1

up next..

cuple #2

here cums..

cuple #3

well actualli there's another one but i din get their pics together..they we joined by the bro n sis.. well its the blue kurung lady n her partner who is in black..

cuple #4 - tolak tepi adek2 dia eh..

so who do u vote for? send in ur vote to 1900-confirm korang vote diri sendirik~

2008-10-05T11:54:00.002+08:00

we jalan raya again yesterday...=>

2008-10-02T21:18:00.006+08:00

a makcik complained that theres only 2 sentences in the recent update...

since im in no mood fer lotsa words..kekhkhe..i'll juz post up pics wokie...

ohh i'll juz add up these pics wokies...

2008-10-01T20:13:00.001+08:00

sElaMat hAri RayA~!!

mAaF zAhiR & bAtiN~

=>

2008-09-28T22:14:00.003+08:00

woopsy doopsy..

wot happened, Ferrari?~

way to go Abg Lewis!..khekhe~

2008-09-27T20:51:00.002+08:00

iftar cum ladies nyte out wit the cuzzins were superbly fun..we had our bfast at swensens park royal..updated n gossiped(woops!).. khehke..d usual..had the crayfish pasta..n we ordered earthquake..n nobody ate the thin mint except me..hahah...oh yeah..dey haf a new name fer caramel..its lendir...haha...

2008-09-26T15:51:00.002+08:00

tiz morning wen i saw the 2 of dem but not walkin togeder..not even acknowledging each other, i cried,in my hart... i miss dem...i miss the past...i regretted fer wateva dat has happened..i regretted allowing it to happen..whose fault isit in d first place actualli? who shld b blamed?

n i thot to myself..will it ever happen to me?

ive ended mine tho... n i blame no one but me..

2008-09-23T18:16:00.004+08:00

heheehe...this entry is published out of boredom...kwang2..

well...wen was d last tyme you guys indulge on this?

its the Choki Choki people~!

chemong started buying this wen we were at mechem 2 yrs ago...n since den im hooked on this..n i din buy it fer quite a wile until ystrday~ heheh.. well i thot there shld be 10sticks in a packet..but turned out to b onli 5 jer..boring seh...

i was so craving fer it during sahur that i woke up again frm my slp n took 1 stick..hkehee...

2008-09-21T16:35:00.003+08:00

well well...here's the story of our iftar cum yanti's burfday~

2008-09-17T20:59:00.002+08:00

im feelin 70s ryte now..i tink i always do feel 70s..

ive been borrowin books frm d library..i tink ive read at least 5 books in the mth of aug alone...u can see hw free i am eh... i wish this whole SPA thingy is over n i can take a one week break!

i wish i could haf a record of my life...a record where i could edit...i could delete those sad n disappointing scenes...i could replay the happy moments...n i could pause at where i want it to be...

y do we haf to lie? y do we haf to pretend? n y isit we feel so proud of ourselves till it disgust others?

2008-09-15T18:11:00.004+08:00

im in love with today's weather...its sunny yet cooling..its so blissfully nice!!!

it's only monday today n i cant wait for friday after 1630..!!im so bored of work already...sigh....

so tiz sat at sofra wit em grls...our iftar fer this ramadan..kkhekhee...

well anyways...the so called extended family were nice bunch of peeps..frenly n chatty..hahha...well wat can i say ryte? if he's happy, den im happy fer him...

2008-09-09T19:45:00.003+08:00

i was signin in d keys wen d auntie said:

'this dress ahh, u dun throw leh..wait u marry, den u pregnant, u can wear it again..'..i cldnt stop laffin..n i juz said 'wait long long ahh auntie..' ... yeah i did haf that tinkin also..jimat blanja kan? but by the tyme i tink the dress pun dah jadi holey...haha...

anyway..i swear i cnt stop eatin..eating tidbits...n mr ego said my face is gettin rounder..oohh my..i noe i dun look gd wen my face grows round..my smile sux..but anyway, who cares kan...hahah..

n this grl has been askin 'bila nak g shoppin?'...hhahha..bila? bila eh?

i saw ppl whom i lost contact these days ... i wonder if i'll ever meet him...

i imagined him sittin with us having our iftar together..juz like the yr b4 n d yrs b4 that..n i realised that i do miss him..its nt d same wen ure nt at hm..

2008-09-07T17:54:00.003+08:00

i miss it alot...it reminds me of u..back then wen u were here...i wish time will fly..ASAP...

on a totally unrelated segment now...i adore d kids in class...n d kid that i adore most is him!! he brighten up my lesson u noe...with his smile n so tak boleh angkat dimples~!

2008-08-31T21:27:00.003+08:00

ok this entry is sumwat an already basi entry..d pictures actually..hahaha...i juz got the pictures frm the grl herself...like almost a mth after her engagement..hahah..

n this was taken at wono's place..

2008-08-30T19:33:00.005+08:00

i am so glad its over...i can finally rest fer a few days nw!! am i happy or wat! ystrday after lunch fer d teachers, met up wit mr ego.. we decided to watch forgetting sarah marshall...we thot of watchin the murder of inugami clan or sumtin like dat .. but it was filling fast ... but anyway, d movie we chose wasnt bad either... it was funny~! n with all the burden off my shoulder, u can imagine hw hard i laff even at the slightest funny scene...

n today, tho im tired, i noe i still haf to meet me kids..hehe..okays its actualli lyla's ... but fer at least these few weeks, they r mine ... n dey r such adorable kids especially today...becoz...they gave me gifts since its teacher's day!! arent dey sweet!!hahha... n since teacher lyla is their teacher too, each of dem brought 2 gifts..hahaha...so wen dey give teacher lyla, dey give to teacher nabilah too... cute kan..khekehhe...

thk u hidayat,siti,khadijah,helmi n last but not least, lyla's bf, faiqul!!

happy teachers' day, teacher lyla~ hahah...

n laz wk, it was nenek's burfday..i din haf that many pics coz cuzzy rozi has too many of em n we got no time to transfer d pics .. but these pics is a must haf lah kan..hahaha..

2008-08-21T20:15:00.002+08:00

my mood is all jumbled up ryt nw ... i cnt stand it! i dun tink im pms-ing soon..but my mood is goin up n down .. n he's my victim fer today..haha .. im so sorry... but it juz happened that u were there wen i wana vent my anger...sorry hor mr ego...

anyways...cuzzy wani left fer norway ystrday..fer 2 years ..isnt it great if i cld leave spore fer a long wile n haf as much relaxation dat i can get? no worries abt gg to work n facing all these stoopid problems...

well i grabbed these fotos frm cuzzy rozi..sorry beb...hhahha...

korang amek gmbr tanpa aku!! am i not a lady too! ok fyne it was me fault..i was d one who cldnt hear they callin my name..pffttt...

but fcoz i wldnt let em take pics witout me kan...

cuzzy wani.. i hope ure doin well now! yeah like wot makcik rozi kata..kip in touch!!

2008-07-31T21:26:00.003+08:00

have you ever been into a sci lab and hear your teacher play Michael Jackson songs?

ok ive seen my history teacher played Boney M song-Rasputin back in sec 4 becoz he was on the topic of Russia's history ..haha..n another so called mind-therapy melody played by my maths teacher wen we did our test..motive was to calm n relax ourselves wen we do our test..but i tink i was too calm n relaxed until i failed the test...

but michael jackson? in a sci lab? with the sec 1 students yakking away n clanking their glass rods in the beaker? it was chaotic i tell u! i thot one of the teachers frm the other block was doing a listening compre or the primary sch beside us playin some songs for their students in the hall .. but when i opened the door n stepped into the lab, i hear michael singing.. i seriously duno wot the teacher was tinkin but it was very memeningkan.. but wot the hell kan... sukati dialah..its his lesson..hahaha...

Ani(annie) are you ok, Ani(annie)?... well i noe of an Ani who is not ok!

2008-07-22T19:26:00.004+08:00

few days ago chemong n i had a chat n d topic came out..n we agreed that its juz freakin hard to move on without sumone whom we lov dearly..n its so unfair for the other party who is willin n sincere to fill up that empty space,n its juz not sum empty space-its a very special empty space, n we juz cnt see that the he/she is makin the effort to please us..to make us happy..to make us feel appreciated..worthy..n topmost,exclusively special...tho ofcoz..thats wat we assumed..

so we admit that we're juz too stubborn to accept som facts n that, we shld haf move on long tyme ago .. n to open up to those who're tryin hard to make it happen fer us ...

true love juz com once in a lifetime ... n only those lucky ones are able to stay together wit their loved ones till the very end.. but that doesnt mean we cnt start loving the next person who cums into our life ryt?

2008-07-10T22:29:00.002+08:00

eh eh...u noe..since kita dh bual pasal our very own 'cars' ryte..pat tag tak best..sini jugak kena ckp..heheheh...

to lyla duku...i noe ur mazda is better lah kan after intensive modification!! admire seh dgn usaha gigih kau...

hw i wish i could modify my QQ whom i had previously.. i tink if i did a lil more improvisation to it, im sure i could haf it fer a longer tyme ... but QQ will always b QQ... adorable & cute n irresistable (to me la) frm the outside...but its not durable~ takleh harap.. hancuuuzzz...after so much hard work, time n effort put in, i still cant save QQ!!

but then..its ok its alright~ because i can see potential in aston martin... hw bt dat~ hahahaha!!! so duku... its not ferrari tau .... kehekhehekek....

2008-07-07T21:19:00.004+08:00

im feelin weird n sad ... sad becoz today is my colleague's laz day at work .. im so gona miss her!!!!! n im left alone till the next TSO cums in... n wen d bloody hell is dat lah seh!! nvm .. endure beb ... im nt gona giv up juz yet ... lookin on the bright side.. bonus is comin damn soon... oppss ... but no wories.. im not gona spend it ... ive got my freakin target fer the first half of 2008 ... n insyallah i can meet that target!!

n weird? wen i look back at the face who was smiling at me in the lift ... i felt damn weird ... n sad too... i wish it could b the other face dat i longed to see.. but i noe its not gona happen dat way ... becoz tings r diff now...n i rilli wana b happy n thankful fer wat i haf now ... becoz no doubt its still new n it was rilli shaky at first n i juz cnt get rid of dat feeling ive been keeping all this wyle... but tings are pickin up now..n i hope it wun b another failure..

anyway...i din realise im leavin fer kl in a few weeks tyme until juz now wen my cuz said she gona buy the bus tix tomoro..n dat means i cnt spend my money in sg juz yet! becoz i heard msia havin mega sale...hurhur... ok kl .. here i cum n hopefully wit xtra ka-ching!!

2008-07-03T20:14:00.003+08:00

my long awaited kl pics ... dh nak sebulan i tunggu tau ... n these are not all~ still haf another half of em to b delivered to me la... hahahaha...

we were freakin tired..welcomed by the mornin dew of kl.. believe it..it was 5-ish in d mornin...n we had our teh tarik behind BB plaza n effa was scared to shit becoz of d rats..hahaha..

shoppin frm BB plaza..to Lot 10..

n den to the pavilion..

i cnt help it..we din haf enuff slp ok..

but fcoz my slp can wait...khekheh..

happy family!!

seriously..

seriously..we cnt stop..

seriously..we cnt stop..takin pictures la..

cant stop posing kan?

from The Curve, to One utama..waitin fer d cab..

oh did i tell u faisal's aunt has a nice apartment at damansara?

we had fun in the pool also...

its so nice to be up there..enjoyin the scenery..

animore pics eh? yeah to b continued..

2008-06-24T21:16:00.005+08:00

i know i've got like almost notin to blog abt..but stil i wana blog because i juz want lah kan..heh..

last week my sweet cuzzy ulfah got engaged ... hw nice ... it was a matchmake i tell u .. n wen i ask her wat she felt, wat was on her mind ... she juz shrugged n said .. mcm biasa je ... relaxed kan? hahaha ... i wish u all d best cuzzy ... i noe u gona b happy wit ur fiance ... juz a yr away! gosh i cnt believe shes gettin married next yr!

u noe i used to tink matchmakin wasnt that bad ... but wait till u face d prob urself ... alamak ... u juz wana shrink urself n hide sumwhr whr ur mum cldnt find u n wun b able to ask abt the progress! so muz learn lah from my cuz .. so cool abt it .. heh!

n soon will b my other cuzzy .. ohh me and stinkin aunt gona make sumtin fer her too .. congratz cuzzy!

up next is our duku ... ahaaa ... another relaxed minah ... tak kisah pape nye .... until now lom carik selendang yg sesuai dgn baju .. bagus .. takpa2 ... masih ada july pe! hahaha ... lagi ada more than 4 weekends to look fer ur selendang ...

ohh.. i wun b hearing the usual 'how's work?' for today, tomoro n d day after ...its k..juz hafto look fwd to fri n den sat! n den sun wit the dukus!!!

n effa!!!! mana? mana? mana?

2008-06-09T23:55:00.003+08:00

im still waitin fer d kl pics ... i'll post up the pics we grls took b4 i left fer kl ... ohh yeah we had our bfast at macs again .. heheh ... fun kan .. meet up pagi2 mkn sarapan dgn gfs kesayangan! oh i wish one day i cld do dat wit a bf plak ... hahaha ...

we had fun ... passin burfday presents to hassy n yani ... n plannin on lyla's engagement which is coming soon .. oooooooo... 2 down ... 4 to go ... heheh ...

hassy n yani wit their burfday presents...

n tis kentot .. wana pose jugak..

now its our turn to pose~

mesyuarat tergempar .. topic nyer ialah-kawin!!

2008-06-08T18:59:00.003+08:00

ada sesapa rindu kita tak?? hhahaha ... i juz got hm frm KL~ n barely few hrs passed ... cuzzy rozi asked me a qn .... 'kita plan nak g KL tis july ... juz us grls' ... arrhhhh!!!!!

aku baru balik n my cuzin asked me d qn .. so wats my ans? nak lah kan! sapa taknak!!! first wit my dearest fren n now wit my cuzzies~!

anyway .... KL trip wit effa & faisal n his fam was LOVE!!!! i rilli enjoyed myself ... faisal's fam was rilli nice n i love em! untung cik effa ye dpt family member gerek2!

went to alot of places but prob is ... RM300 is rilli not enuff fer me .... me n effa geram coz we cnt buy wat we want .. hahah .. its ok .... we still had fun~

anyways .. pics will b up soon...loads of em ... ;)

PS: so near .... yet so far ....

2008-05-20T22:02:00.005+08:00

we were at cotton on ystrday ... remember i rilli wanted to save my money? urrghh .. i ended up buying a singlet .. eh tapikan its 5bux je ... oklah tu kan ... heeheee ...

she duno whether or not to buy ...

i ended up posing with it ...

hmm .. cantik jugak kalo akak pakai eh ..walaupun 10ketul ... tapi!! tetap kena save!!

so chemong bought the shawl n we played around with it .. heh..

but then she got irritated n so she juz cldnt b bothered with me ..

so kita pun chill lah one corner minum air ... taknak geng sudah!

2008-05-19T22:44:00.003+08:00

wokays ... can sombodi rili stop me frm spending my money? seriously ... i nid to save fer nx mth's trip ...

anyway batam was fun..hehe ... effa was goin crazy wit d shoppin n she kept grumblin time is limited... ohh but takleh kalahkan faisal ... he was rilli mcm makcik2 nak stock up barang dapur ... i tink among us, he was d one who shopped more than us girls put together.... tsk tsk ...

effa kept blabbering non stop... energy pagi lah konon .. ohh i cant ... i juz dozed off..

wit our barang2...

heh..eh tiz pic is not fer notink tau..hahah

ohh we're all so tired already..

2008-05-14T19:02:00.008+08:00

wokies ... hw was my weekend? fun ... i enjoyed meself with me frenz .... n on sun, with me aunt at her pl ... but hw abt wkdays? borring la ... on monday i had fever n i was so scared im gona experience the same ordeal i had last yr .. the long term diarrhoea n high fever ... on tues im still recovering frm it n stil felt damn tired .. but alhamdulillah today im better!

ahhh .. my leave has been approved~ since my jakarta trip was cancelled, i still can go to other places som other days kan kan? n so..i cant wait fer it!!! i deserve to happy2 jugak kan kan!?

anyways ... i had my first time with the sheesha tingy .. yela i noe korang dh expert menghembus benda ala tu ... n my first tyme was alahai ... but anyway .. it was fun lah ... hehehe ... im not addicted to it .. no worries ..

tu lyla n yani .. korang notice tak apa yg aku pakai? benda yg korang kutuk tu! tak nampak klakar k!!

2008-05-06T22:26:00.002+08:00

ello .. lyla i juz read ur tag ... mak ai ... hahahaha .. lucu banget!! glamer nye!!
talkin abt glamer .. haha .. one in sg .. one in msia ... best kan? hahah ...

anyways .. pics up ...

thankies guys ... sesapa mau royals? call lah number yg tertera di bwh ye ..

from lyla ... ohh a very motivational one ... i noe yani .. i'll lend u d book hokay!

those decorations on the frame? its made by dearest yani ... fa, gambar tu familiar eh? kehkhe

thankies yanti ... makcik ku kata bag tu lawa..hehehe

very the khusyuk mendengar citer eh ..

ahh murni! sorry i missed u ... i rilli gtg dat day ... sori ye!!

i should haf listed my wishlist before my burfday .. but i juz started mine! hahh ... ohhh loads of new items!! coz im gona chuck the old ones aside ... no worries .. this is not belated burfday wish ... its my own list ... expenses fully borne by me!!!

ohh june pls come quickly ...

2008-05-02T23:14:00.003+08:00

had dinner with the grls ... cbrated my burfday ... best kan! burfday dah over masih lagi nak cbrate ... bertuah badan ... hehhe ...

thx alot grls fer the gifts .... ohh yes pics will b up soon ... hafto wait fer lyla ... sorry yeah i left earlier n cldnt wait fer murni .. sorri murni ...

we talked abt marriage juz nw ... ahh now sumer org ckp sal kawin ... maklumla .. umur makin meningkat .... must b prepared fer all these ryte?

im happy fer all my gfs ... tinkin wisely abt future ... n im juz glad i haf dem ... becoz with dem, i noe i can tink rationally...n becoz of dem ... im getting stronger each day .... im happy fer myself!

alhamdulillah ... no doubt ders glitches n another prob dat i hafto face .. but other dan that, i thank God fer giving me strength n made me realise now than later ...

;)

2008-05-01T13:48:00.002+08:00

What Nabilah Means

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are full of energy. You are spirited and boisterous.

You are bold and daring. You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things.

Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble. You can have a pretty bad temper at times.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.

You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.

Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.

Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.

Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

2008-04-28T23:23:00.004+08:00

i turned 23 today ... uhuh ... im gettin older n i dun like it ... becoz i havent save enuf n i dun like gettin older .... urggh .. but woteva la ... this means .. lyke wat lyla said.. hopefulli i'll haf a better life (insyallah!)... n like wat effa said ... to get a new bf (hahahha) .... n like wat yanti said to stay jambu which i dun agree becoz im not!

n my resolution is? yes i wana move on ... all d past behind me ... all these shits ... all these nonsense ... woteva dat hurts .. dat makes me sad .. n angry ... ohh in fact im almost thru this! i'll be able to go thru it all ryte? insyallah...

thx fer d burfday wishes! i still haf those smses! i appreciate em alot okay? rilli i do!

thankies effa fer accompanyin me to ttsh .. yeah wat a day .. checkup on my burfday ... thz fer d cake n d donut n the blueberry freeze! ;)

2008-04-27T11:35:00.002+08:00

yesterday we had bbq at the pasir ris park ... n i gotta cbrate my burfday in advance .. kwang kwang .. thank you cuzziez ~!n not to forget my aunts and uncles too ~

this cuple got first place in karaoke competition .. how compatible!

n fcoz ... we got last! singing is not my forte~

the april babies~

the host fer d day..

2008-04-26T13:55:00.002+08:00

sorry girls i blew evritin up yesterday ... i'll make up to u guys one day k ..

2008-04-24T21:28:00.002+08:00

i forgot! i forgot! we girls gona haf dinner tomoro nyte n tomoro is d nyte my mr mustapha maarof is on teeveee!!!

alaaaa~~!!!!

so sori my mr mustapha ... mebe nex tyme yeah ~

haiyah!

2008-04-20T22:34:00.002+08:00

my mood lifted a little bitsy bit wen i heard abt it ... its like somtin i can look fwd to? or juz to juz make myself feel better ...

well i rilli hafto stop spending my money on tops ... rilli i hope it wun get out of hand ... no worries ... im still saving .. heh ... tats d top on my list ..

ohh white chicks nvr fail to make me laff ...

i'll play tiz particular tingy on my blog if it rilli happens ...

2008-04-13T21:18:00.002+08:00

im gettin d hang of it now ... adapting to the kinda 'life' i haf for the last 4 mths ...

ystrday went out wit lyla after class .. n we went geylang .. heh takd keje tgk baju2 ... n they're cheap .. so we bought a cuple n we went back to lyla's pl .. tried our blouse n den gues wot .. kita berkaraoke .. juz d 2 of us ... it was damn silly .. n duku ... next time g karaoke ko jgn nak terbaring2 pat lantai bila nyanyi dat song k... mcm pendekar mustar!

n today .. i spent my mornin cleanin up my room .. oh yes .. d last tyme i cleaned was b4 raya .. haha ... hw lazy ..

n 2 weeks to cum d cuzzins will meet up to haf bbq ... long time no bbq eh ...

im 60% ok already~ hahaha ... i so cnt wait fer it to reach 101% !!

2008-03-30T21:13:00.003+08:00

it was yanti's engagement day ystrday ... like wow ... one of our girls is engaged~ we've seen each other in the silly PE shorts .. long blue skirts in sec 1 .. transformation frm a young grl to a young adult .. n now we're goin thru workin life n soon marriage .. hw time flies ...
congratz chipsmore & faizal~! ohh shes no longer the chipsmore ... hehe .. dh tak ilang2 lagi dah..

she made all dat ... the expert ...

yeap2 ... thats from us girls, to our yanti .. but fcoz .. credit goes to yani .. hehe...

d girl to the boy ..

boy to the girl ..

ps: thk u awak fer callin me .. i was shocked ... n relieved ...

2008-03-27T20:16:00.003+08:00

i told u my gfs haf been great ryt~ yes .. dey haf been occupyin my tyme now... n so ... i tink most of my cumin entries will feature alot of dem .... hehe ... ohh im so reminded of raya laz 2 yrs ago... back to the ol days kan ...

they've been suggestin to me to start wearing ... hmm ..

2008-02-26T21:56:00.002+08:00

theres practically notin to update ... im still stuck in this phase wile the other half, i assume, haf moved on ...

n so .. i will juz take a rest from the bloggin world ...

2008-02-22T18:31:00.004+08:00

i tink ive heard 4-5 ppl tellin me that im so small,kecik,petite,kurus,halus in the mth of february alone.... gdness ... wot do u guys expct me to do! yeah i tink ive lost wt n i noe y ... but im still eatin .. no worries .. im neither bulimic nor anorexic ... im eatin but juz d intake is lesser ... thats all wokay?

i saw him in my dream .. but i noe .. its juz a dream ...

2008-02-10T11:27:00.000+08:00

we went owt ystrday ... went to vivo .... i shopped again .. on impulse ... i tink i bought more than wot i need this month alone ... god knows how im gona spend my money nex mth ...

we had a talk .. more of like a forum at pacific coffee .. heh .. we discussed n planned n bullshittin ... n we came up wit somtin .. but now that im alone at hm, i duno whether i rilli wana do it .. becoz after a long talk wit dem ... i feel like i can manage ...

i nid a break .. a holiday ... yeah duku .. if ure readin this .. lets go!!

2008-02-07T21:00:00.000+08:00

went to ECP juz now ... boy it was packed ... i had a hard time finding em at first ... there were so maniieee ppl and so many tents ... n as u noe ... im a very temperamental person .. n thus i was rilli annoyed fer not being able to locate dem! but den i saw a glimpse of my fatty cuzzin swimmin in the water ... thankies fatty!

so after a long day in the water .. its tyme to tido with the bantal busuk~!

ahhh~ the dugongs n the pufferfishes ...

shes onli 5 .. but she look like 7 ..

arent they sweet .. one happy family~

n me recovering frm fever..

she actualli made me take this picture.. haha ..

2008-02-03T18:56:00.001+08:00

my two days were spent goin to weddin and engagement functions ..

chemong's sis got married ysterday n today my cuzzin got engaged..again .. hehe .. well hopefulli this one can last yah? we'll pray fer u .. insyallah.. ;)
n one ting im so touched was dat the cuzzin himself made d gubahan fer his fiancee...isnt that swit? kesian dia ... atur buahan2 n decorate d box all by himself ... khekekheh...

see wot i mean? dia tampal sendirik barang2 tu .. oops .. my aunt is a bit sexy eh ..

the engagement ring juz fer her..

gotta work hard now cuzzin .. coz the price has increased...

my mom made dat!

kak ija n escander ... strong boy he is~

cant miss this part ryte..

u see those rochers behind? actualli the back part of it dh botak .. d cuzzins pluck the half lot on the way back .. wots left was onli the brown cups!

now dats his ring..

my cik peah ... cant resist it .. she rilli wana put that ring on him ..

happy lah tu...

2008-01-28T19:08:00.001+08:00

im still keeping track of hw many weeks haf gone by .... n for the record, its cumin to a month ... it was longer than i expected ... n worse than i thot .. i prefer my wkdays than my wkends now .... fer there is nothin i can look fwd to now ... fer those times that i can see that face smiling gaily at me ... having so many plans to do fer every wkend ... many places to go ... many things to do ... having so much to talk n joke abt ... n also having many tings to argue abt too..

im not gona pretend evritink is ok fer me ... im not gona pretend i can accept tings as wot it is now ... i am not a pretender ..i m juz a human n therefore i admit that i haf a problem in my relationship and i am sad n i miss his presence ...

i wish evritink cld b back to normal .. having to go out, to talk n to joke ... to quarrel n to reconcile ... gosh i juz miss it all .. n i like it best wen we haf lunch or dinner together with the gfs and their partners ...

i haf my flaws too ... n i admit im in the rong ... but whether or not it can be ok again, i haf no clue ... im depending on u to make it work too ..

i will always pray fer ur well being ... n i pray its gona b smooth sailing ... n i pray we can make it work again ..

i wish i could haf it back ... wot a normal relationship shld be ...

2008-01-16T20:46:00.000+08:00

my eyes widened wen i saw the pay advice .... i logged out n logged in again juz to confirm im gettin to the right acct ... n rilli it was dat digit ... n i was like ... btol ke??

but then my mum smsed early in the nx mornin n told me abt the glitch in their system n suddenly i dun haf d mood to continue sleepin ... booooooorrriiinnnnnn .....

n today .... der was a letter fer me .... explainin abt the amendments n boy ... was i so grateful that the amendments is not dat bad ...

alhamdulillah .... som tings might not b an easy one fer me .... like fer example u-noe-wot .... but i can b happy fer another reason now ...

so dat means belanja-ing the family this wkend ... somtink to get my mind off somtin ryte?

2008-01-05T14:27:00.000+08:00

i duno where to start...its been quite a long while kan kan?

the new term has started n d kids are back to sch and i was kanchiong and still am.... becoz i noe i cant cope with 9 teachers all by myself ... n i hope my new colleague will b of great help .. im praying hard ryte now ...

but how did i manage fer the first wk of sch? i can say i did fairly gd ... considering the teachers have given me their forms in for their class next wk .. n the HOD himself came in at 0750 in the moring wen he clearly state in the form that he's using the class as 1305 .. geeee ...n its a lucky thing me being the kanchiong one haf prepared em items d day b4 ..

n i rilli want my money now .. becoz i haf barely a quarter of wot i had initially ... boohoos .. i missed that number in my bank! that number has shrink in size significantly that i cant bear to see wots d balance in my bank ryt now .. but fcoz its all becoz of me ... shopping n eating n shopping n eating ... n last month alone i bought 4 pairs of shoes .. but how can i resist it? it was on sale! sale evrywhere! n not to forget batam ... oh that was great ... with the cuzin, the two of us juz cnt stop choosing n contemplating wot to buy ...

n with this pay to cum, the barbarian is going with us! all thanks to the cuzzin fer her recommendations .. haha ...

anyway .. congrats bf fer goin to d finals in the takraw game .. hahaha ...

2007-11-25T21:41:00.000+08:00

ohh gosh...work tires me out...im gettin used to it..i noe i noe ...my body is just pampered after being a SAHGirl fer almost a mth...

anyway, that aside,i wana wish the bf ... A HAPPY 25 BIRTHDAY!!! n i was so happy wen he told me abt one of his resolution..hurhurhur...i so happy one u noe!!

after his show at grand copthorne ystrday, we went to swensens at park hotel...we were so absorbed in our conversation n enjoyin our little ice cream cake that we din realise its already 0030 ... n so the wish came 1/2 hr late.. hurhur ...

so yesterday was the bf's treat, n wen my pay is in, i'll giv u a treat plak k... ;0

after the dinner at great world..

yeap thats great copthorne..

him practising before the show ...

he juz lov to pose..

and thats his partner fer d show..both of dem being harassed by an ol man fta d show..muz hire bodyguard lah..

we din realise its actualli 12 wen they serve the cake..perfect timin..heh

happy burfday bb!!

2007-11-05T00:45:00.000+08:00

little did i realise that time can change a person ...

n due to that .... i did not realise that ive become ignorant ...

to your changes ...

u care abt me..

u empathize with me..

u go by every means n ways to tell me .. that u lov me...

therefore, i wana say that im sorry for my ignorance .. for being petty n unappreciative .. not that the love has ceased but becoz i took advantage of it..

n for that, i wish to thank u ...

not only for the tender affection .. but also fer all the tings that uve taught me ..

i lov u bb ...

note: sorri lah eh.. this entry is abit mushy .. but y do i effing care coz diz is my blog isnt it?

2007-10-23T02:11:00.000+08:00

finally after all the 'maybes/pending/KIVs' n what-nots ... we managed to make sunday our raya outing day...

fcoz these pics are some of those taken on that day ... ;)

hehe..sori lah eh ... kirakan ni intro to all pics lah kan...

the ladies at yani's....

and fcoz .. the boys ...

the ladies fcoz ... juz cant stop taking pics ...

wit ms sweetie .. murni ..

wit mak bunga..hassy..

the bf..recovering frm his fever ...

meeting apa tu?

he's holding evrybody up ...

all set to go~!

i juz lov yanti's houz la ... nice!!

sorila .. we cnt stop posing also..hehhe

cute kan little iman!!! (ok lah..both lah cute..) ;)

intro dgn penutup mesti ada kita dua k....

ouuhhh i got the pics from missy murni .... n these were overdue ones frm my cuzzy ..

she's miss fidget ..

n shes miss vain too...

yes~! she definitely cnt sit still ... 45secs tops!

2007-10-17T23:14:00.000+08:00

i sensed somtink is rong wit us ... wot isit? wot went rong? it seems like one of us seem not interested animore ... y?

wot exactly do u want from me bb?

2007-10-13T23:09:00.000+08:00

my raya pics ...

n we mmsed each other our raya pic...hurhur..

n lastly my last day at work ...

2007-09-23T14:07:00.000+08:00

another Iras grl is gettin hitched ... ahh~! so nyce ryt! first lindah n now wani ...

n wen i went oohh-aahh abt her gettin married .. she was 'yah ryt .. u duno hw much i haf to save'... oopps .. khekheh .. ok i noe ...

apa2 pun ... congratz to u ~

insyallah aku dtg k ...

bf n me goin raya-shoppin fer our household .. anyway thkz fer d baju kurung awak..;)

2007-08-19T00:59:00.000+08:00

n now im 1K poorer ....

HOW NOW BROWN COW?

2007-08-11T20:24:00.000+08:00

one of our dukus turned 22! now that makes 4 of us whyle the other 2 is still ehem 21 eh .. hehe ... anyway, it was fantabuloustic!! we had our lunch n our laffs at Cafe Le Caire .. n thks to the organizer, missy hassy, it turned out damn well .. evryone turned up fer the day~

wot happened to my set of teeth ... i look lyk mis 'jo' ..

alif tendang wau, sarkes daa..

mana2 jer lah si ayam ni .. takleh berenggang langsung!

ohh look~! its us!

n us!

n fcoz, still us~! heh..

n tats all of us~!

the bf has a 'thing' fer murni's hartthrob

n tiz murni, if ure readin, i dedicate tiz pic to u.. khekhekhe!

2007-08-05T18:45:00.000+08:00

i juz dun understand it .. can sumone explain it to me? y wld somone b so kaypo eh? how does it benefit dem by being one?

even if its true that he's from madrasah, in what way does it affect u that u wana tarnish his name?

pathetic asshole lah all this ppl ... juz cut d crap la ..

he's from madrasah n wodeva he did or do, it has got notin to do with u ..

if its spreading the pics ard by gettin into my acct that satisfy u, den juz go ahead lah mr or miss kaypo ..

2007-07-30T22:16:00.000+08:00

im enjoyin it~! i like that feeling~! we took turns with it ... the onli diff is ... heh ... quick awak! get urs quick!

2007-07-20T21:06:00.000+08:00

ive been lazy lately ... just look at my last entry .. i mite juz as well close the acct kan ... haiyah ... but anyways since i rilli am bored now ... not even hexic can help .. so i decided to blog ...

june was terrible cum syiok month .... syiok becoz of the extra buckz recvd ... but then ... since im no longer 18, i am 22 now, i cant jolly spend em ... i hafto save~! yesh ... the whole lot ...

now the terrible part was i was hit with a i-duno-wot ...food poisonin? stomach flu? ok i duno ... but all i noe i was hit with a high fever, plus the constant 1/2 hr-intervals-vomits & diarrhoea ... n fer the whole week i din go to work juz becoz of it ... n i lost so much weight leh ... with my already small t*t*k ... u can imagine how much it has shrink in size lah k .. ok u cnt imagine.. onli i can k .. heh ..

ive collected this many capsules n tablets thus far .. n the one i hate most? the charcoal ..

n it didnt help wen i mit the bf after the ordeal .. he looked at me intently n smiled n said 'muka awak mcm tikus~~' ... thks eh bf ...

ok no doubt im so much relieved and thankful that im all fine now .. gainin weight n tryin to make my t*t*k to its original size lah kan .. but i still haf my apptments with the hospital ...

anyways ... work's taken its toll ... im beat .. n im contemplating .. n i hope of gettin out of der soon ...

anyway, no matter wot u've bcom, i still syg u sampai hati lah bf .. only that i wun marry u if ure in this kinda state ..

mak tak sanggup nyah~!

2007-05-01T13:35:00.000+08:00

me back me back~! i had the greatest, bestest, fantabulous weekend last week .... celebrated the burfday 3 days in a row ... boy~ i was the happiest grl on earth ... hehehe ...

day b4 my burfday: met the bf after work .. n i thot we'll just hangout lyke usual .. haf dinner , then chill sumhwr n head hm ...

but nope ... he gave me surprises wit the cable car ride n the dinner at altivo ... n also the burfday present which the grl at the reception handed wen we reached der .. it was the most sweetest moment i tell u~!

he had to go back to the place earlier in the day n change all the dates to friday becoz i told him my parents wanted me to spend the burfday wit them on sat ... poor bf ... thank u so much fatty cupcake`! i love u loadz~~

the burfday: my parents fetched me fta work n we went to east coast lagoon to haf our dinner there ... it was great ... havin to spend the tym wit them afta so loong ...

i told mum luckily we din go to swensens as planned becoz its gona b expensive .. n she said she dun mind coz we dun get to spend the tyme together lyke that very day all the tym .. wot wit the bro in ns n me workin ..

the day fta the burfday: the gathering wit the grls at swensens... n i rilli thot it was jus the gathering wit the gfs .... but little did i noe there's gona b a bday surprise fer me~! anjat akak ...

hassy n me came a lil later n few minutes fta we settled down, the staff came wit a cake ... i was so stunned, i was speechless fer a wyle..~!

n then we went to Kbox .. hahah ... it was rilli gerek!!! we had the blastest tyme der ... nyanyi nyanya ... n felt free witout the boys ard us .. hahaha ...

we rilli shld go der again dukus n chikus!

lov u dukus n chikus alotzz~!! thank u so much!!

n to those who smsed n left msges at frenster, i thk u guys too fer the wishes ... n thanks effa fer the birthday gift ... appreciate it~ ;)

2007-04-14T18:21:00.000+08:00

i was bored at hm ... chemong's with her bf ... yani asked me to this fashion at amk .. i was tempted but i declined ... the bf's schoolin n wun b back until 9pm ... n thus, i made my way to northpoint ..

wanted to buy a pair of shoes there ... but i tink i'll ask the bf fer opinion first ... n since i din buy the shoes, went up to esprit ... bought 2 tshirts there ..

n wen i saw popular bkstore, i thot i wanted to buy another assessment bk fer wadah .. but then better not ... mebe i can giv her juz wrksheets ...

to watsons to replenish stuff that i nid monthly .. n then to ntuc to buy those tuna sushi ...

n home i went ... checked the tyme, spent less than 2 hrs ... not bad eh? hahaha

2007-04-11T23:05:00.000+08:00

oh goshh.. i miss her badly ... oh yes my mom plan that we all go to the zoo ... n of coz with tiz makcik .. but wen eh?

pardon my loud shrieking voice..

2007-04-07T20:21:00.000+08:00

ive nvr tasted 'teh halia' in my whole lyf .. n for the first tyme, my mom made it, fer the whole family to try ... she made evryone drink it .. n it was syiiookkkk lah ~!!! rilli the tea was awesome baybeh u noe ...

its barely hrs n now im missin tiz makcik already...

i brought her hm ystrday n she spent the nyt here .... i tink the bf can get started by takin care of tis makcik if he wana get slim .. its gd u noe ... runnin ard afta her n screamin ur head off tellin her dun do this n that ... shes one hyper grl ... even the nanny cant make her sit fer a minute in the 'naughty corner' coz she gets up after a few secs ...

n the only tym u can get rest is wen she herself is resting ... charging her batt ...

n once shes all charged, she runs ard n 'cari kebingitan org' ... hehe ... but, wodeva it is, shes stil the cute makcik .. n i love her loadz~!

2007-03-31T12:50:00.000+08:00

1. What time did you get up this morning?
10 i tink ...

2. Diamonds or pearls?
diamonds..

3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema?
storm the yard ...

4. What is your favorite TV show?
currently? none ...

5. What do you usually have for breakfast?
depend on wots available in the kitchen ...

6. What is your middle name?
i haf no middle name la..

7. What food do you dislike?
food that contains fried shallots or too many beansprouts or sardine curry puff which contains too much onions ... bleaarghhh....

8. What is your favorite CD at the moment?
dun haf lar..

9. What kind of car do you drive?
i dun own one ... but i do drive my dad's trajet ..

10. Favorite sandwich?
tuna sandwich with fresh crispy salad .... topped with mayo n chilli sauce...

11. What characteristic do you despise?
those who are so yaya papaya ...

12. Favorite item of clothing?
i dun haf favorites..

13. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, where would you go?
northern india...

14. What color is your bathroom?
how colourful do u want it to be?

15. Favorite brand of clothing?
i dun haf favourite for this either...

16. Where would you retire to?
no plans yet ...

17. What was your most recent memorable birthday?
every birthday is memorable fer me ..

18. Favorite sport to watch?
i dun lyke sport ..

19. Furthest place you are sending this?
bboal apa ni?

20. Who do you least expect to send this back to you?
i dunola ... merepek lah soalan ni sumer..

21. Person you expect to send it back first?
again ... i dunoo~!!

22. Favorite saying?
serious??/ apa saja tah ... / ehh si begok ni../ ngarut

23. When is your birthday?
april 28

24. Are you a morning person or a night person?
night ..

25. What is your shoe size?
7 la i tink..

26. Pets?
used to haf pet turtle ... does that count?

27. Any new and exciting news you'd like to share with us?
huh .. i will wen ders rilli one in my nex entry ... so keep a lookout guys~! .. hah mcm mana nyer superstar jer..

28. What did you want to become when you were little?
a policewoman ...

29. How are you today?
y din u ask diz in Qn #1 ... apa saja tah..

30. What is your favorite candy?
i lov those mint ones that contains chocolate inside ..

31. What is your favorite flower?
i dun lyke any ..

32. What is a day on the calendar you are looking forward to?
those that falls on public holiday ... or sundays .. or certain sats where my shift is off..

33. What is your full name?
nabilah binti razali

34. What was the last thing you ate?
fried macaroni .. n ive yet to brush my teeth ...

35. Do you wish on stars?
definitely no ... it wun com true lah goondoo...

36. If you were a crayon, what color would you be?
purple la...

37. How is the weather right now?
clear blue sky ..

38. Last person you spoke to on the phone?
the bf who's goin to sch ..

39. Do you like the person who sent this to you?
i lyke i lyke!! muackz!!

40. Favorite soft drink?
soft drink eh .. pepsi ....

41. Favorite restaurant?
i dun fancy any..

42. Hair color?
black baybeh .. original babe..

43. Sibling?
2 younger bros ... pain in d ass..

44. Favorite day of the year?
i dun haf any ..

45. What was your favorite toy as a child?
barbie doll and polly pocket .. i used to play wit my bantal busuk also .. does that count?

46. Summer or winter?
ngarut la ...

47. Hugs or kisses?
definitely hugs ... but kisses also can la

48. Chocolate or Vanilla?
chocolate

49. Do you want your friends to email you back?
dun want la..

50. When was the last time you cried?
few days back wen we quarrelled..

51. What is under your bed?
radio buruk ... and a typewrite .. olsch babe..

52. Who is the friend you have had the longest?
the childhood fren .. but as fer now, my dukus n chikus ..

53. What did you do last night?
b4 i went to slp? talkin to chemong ... n then to the bf ..

54. Favorite smell?
the bf's perfume ...

55. What are you afraid of?
alot la ...

56. Plain, buttered, or salted Popcorn?
i want sweet ones ...

57. How many keys on your key ring?
4 i tink ..

58. How many years at your current job?
nak kasi keje baru kepe?

59. Favorite day of the week?
if im happy, den that day is my favorite ..

60. How many towns have you lived in?
2 so far ..

61. Do you make friends easily?
not rilli ..

People i wanna see doing....
1. unfortunately chemong doesnt haf a blog ..
2. effa ..

2007-03-30T22:27:00.000+08:00

ryt .. i noe .. been ages ... alah u guys dun miss me anyway .. kan kan? heh ...

som tings off my chest now ... one ting at least ... now im prayin i can handle it .... jugglin these 2 tings at one go .... its a start fer now ... i'll try harder n hopefulli the future brings a better opening fer me .. insyallah ..

went shoppin with ping jz nw after work at this fashion .. heh ... i din plan to go anywhr actually ... but wyle we were busy doin our extractions, she suddenly said 'eh i feel lyk goin shoppin today' ... n my reply 'oklah .. we go today ' ... hah n her face beamed ... hhaha ... n i bought a dress ... hassy dun lyk it .. yes i met kak jah down der ... i was busy talkin on the fone wen i heard somone callin my name ... n der she was ... lookin fer a top fer her fren's weddin tomoro ...

he told me to turn back n say somtin ... wot shld i say? i duno wotto say .. n i duno how to react ... so i juz let it be .. continue walkin tho deep inside i felt heavy .. remorse ...